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Name: TingTing
Birthday: 11/18/1984
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Wednesday, June 25, 2008

it's been a year since i last added an entry and it was a lame entry. ppl don't use xanga anymore so i find it the best place to let myself out. I remember three years ago, when i was in an emotional downhill, xanga kinda saved me after writing a really really long entry.
我讨厌现在的自己,很讨厌。一直认为自己独立,坚强,但现在的我却是那么的懦弱。我拥有的一切不能代表我的快乐,不是我不满足,而是我没有最想要的,他对我的爱。三年的感情让很多人羡慕。连我自己也想象不到能跟他在一起这么久。 在我渐渐爱上他的途中,他却越来越不知道他还爱不爱我。他说我们没有刻骨铭心。所有人都劝我别浪费时间了,只有自己撒不了手。一个不成熟的,自尊心强,却没有能力的男人不值得我这样。我什么都明白,什么都懂,但就是不能潇洒的放手。他的自尊心被我伤,但是却没有想过要变的比我强。说着他的雄心大志却从来没有行动证明他可以做到。最关键的是,我不能再相信他了。他已经不是那个以前爱我爱的死去活来,一点小事就嫉妒的要命的他了。他去找别的女孩,我都能只字不提,这也太不像我了。现在我对他疑神疑鬼的,没有了信任。
为了他我放弃了做自己,我不在出去玩了,唯一有点时间都想留给他。只有和他在一起才高兴。asldjfaljfa
不想写了,不知道怎么写了。说白了就是我贱,人家越拿分手吓唬我,我越离不开他。他更贱,我越对他好,他越拿我不当回事。
他就是怕了,他就是没长大。从一开始我就应该知道,8个月虽然不长,但是他还是比我小,他就是个没有长大的孩子。




Monday, July 02, 2007

Hey guysss!!! I know this may seem lame...-_-
but really! help me out!!!

go to this link and vote!
http://blog.worldbizcity.com/vote/nymiss.php?pid=vote_miss&step=3

one IP address can only vote once so I need support
all you gotta do is click on my pic then fill in the varification code. the link below will take you to the result page. I'm already pretty behind so help me out here!
tell you other friends tooo !!

Thanksssssss


Tuesday, June 26, 2007

omg, i havnt touched this thing for so long, almost forgot how to upload a new entry!

hollaaa everyone! long time! haha

I'm currently living in NY for 2 months competing in Miss New York Chinese 2007,  I don't know if they are going to make a voting thing on line this year but just incase..haha..i'm hoping for everyone's support!!!
here's the website:

http://www.misschinese.us/misschinese2007/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=51&Itemid=76

I'm NUmber 12~ don't be supprised to see my English name! if u didnt know that i was allison...too bad...haha sike..the pictures are kinda wack...sowwieee



Love,
titi...
miss u all....

PS: if anyone's coming to NY, holla at me!!






Monday, December 25, 2006

iz christmas eve, and im doing nothing...borrringgg. i guess chinese ppl just dont celebrate...:(

i was sooo freaked out yesterday...and here's the story:  usually when i get off work, a bouncer would walk me out, u know how OB has like two side parking lots, so when i park on the farther side, iz really shaddy at nite, therefore, a bouncer would be nice enough to walk me to my car and ensure my safety. However, yesterday, when i got off, there was only one person in the front and he had to check IDs, so i was like iz ok, i'll walk by myself. so i walked out. as soon as i got inside of my car, i saw two big black male from my rear mirror, pbbly 20 feet away, apporching my car.  i was too concentrated on just getting into the car asap and didn't notice anyone was following me. i was like, ok, maybe they parked right next to me, but at the same time, i started to feel tensed up. so i locked the doors, and quickly put the key in and started the engine. sure enough, these two guys reached my car from behind, one on each side. the one on the left waved at me and hinted me to roll down the window, i was thinking wtf no way, only thing in my mind at this point was they were gonna freaking kill me if i do that! the guy started talking, he asked if i work here, and he said his car got towed. i said i do work here but there's nothing i can do about it and if he wants, he should go in and talk to a manager or get a cab. so he waved his hand again and said he cant hear me...-_-. whtever man. he said the place's only about two miles away, and he has no way of getting there. so i assume they wanted a ride or something. but hell no, there' s no way i was gonna give a ride to some two big black strangers, 1 o'clock at nite, in my shorts and boots! sorry if i sound races, but i assume no normal girl would do that...so i shaked my head and just kinda pulled off and drove away...

so i dont know if i was just too sensitive or any girl would get scared if things like this happen to them too. i told my coworks today and most of them just laughed...-___-. maybe it was my way of telling a story, u know i get all sarcastic and everything, but still!!! there's nothing to laugh about huh? even yang didn't get that mad, i thought he was all gonna be yelling at me for having a job like this...but anywayz..that was my story..the end...

 


Tuesday, December 12, 2006

Congratulations to aKDF's
Eta Heartbreakers
Fall 2006


#38 Sarah *mixxi* Cheung
#39 Karen *Wink* Huang
#40 Julia *Ororah* Wang

Pledge Mom Julia *Dior* Yeh
Pledge Educator Juliette *Harmony* Vo

Big Sisters
Tina *pebbles* Chan
Valentina *Cloud 9* Yeh
Lucy *amber* Xu



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